I keep having these terrible thoughts that she's never going to talk to me again, that I'm stifling her, that she can't deal with me anymore. And that can't happen, because I would be absolutely lost without her. I keep making up counter-arguments in my head--the reasons of why we're the best pair of friends there ever was, lists of everything I've done for her and everything we're supposed to do together in the future.
If she doesn't say something to me by this weekend, I'm going to contact her myself and ask what's going on. I'm so scared, so so scared! I can't lose her as my best friend!
Breeeaaaaathing now. Except not really.
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